Matty

Ok, I am messed up and I need help... I don't even know where to start...

My brain is scrambled... I was on Accutane before and was heavy into street drugs at the same time -- and I came off both with a series of impacting problems in my life compounding... and in the past six months doctor's have said I'm clinically depressed. Two weeks ago I went on Wellbutrin...

And on this day I am so crazy I can't even type 10% of the things on my mind. I just went to the psychiatrist, told her about an episode I had at a bus station a week ago where I lost it on this guy... and she's going to see me tomorrow, however since I left that meeting with her it feels like my mind is racing way too fast, I was so angry on my way home, I realized I had to get home fast or I was going to hurt somebody physically on the way home. I can't focus, my mind is messed and I don't know what is going on but I'm angry as ****. Nothing matters right now, and I feel like I have to calm down but I can't.... every person I look at I am so angry, moving very fast... I left the meeting with the psych shaking, and I was shaking at the bus terminal when I had that run-in with the dude. I feel very unstable, like I want to shout...

Can anyone suggest anything? Am I going manic? Am I a Schiz? Is this bipolar? I don't understand what is wrong with me and I need help...

Please any suggestions would be awesome...