To be honest, I've been trying to recover after a failed suicide attempt. I've begun to snort small amounts of heroin to cope, but with days in between so I can attend my classes. However, today, I was looking through the notes I took during class and I found things that I do NOT remember writing.
"horny h carry remm rationalize over top in music"
"baby formul for8"
This notebook is in the car, and I only use it in school, so I wrote this IN SCHOOL, DURING CLASS, and I have NO recollection of it. I also never doodle, and I remember writing with the teacher, but it's all wrong, with sentences like that in between.
This is terrifying me, what could it be?