One of my closest friends has big boobs. She always wears low cut tops, and therefore, gets a lot of attention. This kinda makes me uncomfortable, and envious, in a way. I see my own small breasts, and I feel of course I get no attention, if they're so "unspecial" compared to hers. I know small boobs have nothing wrong with them, they tend to be perkier, and that some mend like them or don't mind them. But this idea is fixed in my head now. I even sometimes don't feel like going out with her, especially to parties or clubs, because I feel inferior since just by showing cleavage she gets a lot of attention, free drinks, etc.
I just don't love my breasts. To make things worse, she's shorter and generally smaller than me. So I feel disproportionately big, in a bad way. I'm pear shaped and she's more hourglassy. I'm thinner, but so what? I'm not petite... I'm 5'6"! And even though I'm thin I still have weight to lose, I'm not toned and I hate having such huge thighs
She also has green, sparkly eyes, she always gets compliments, I have brown eyes which nobody ever compliments... and I have thin hair and she has gorgeous thick hair...
Why is life so unfair? Why did I have to be born so ugly?
I know it's the inside that matters, but being good looking surely gives a huge advantage to people!!!
