It could, I mean I think my life experiences, the people that I grew up with the sitations, all of these negative and tramatizing and hurtful have grew me into the depressed person I am today. I am sure if I was cultivated in another healther environment, I would have turned out a better person.
I hope you feel better, and don't dwell on the past, no point in regrets or feeling guilty, there's nothing you can do about the past even though it has made you the person you are today. The only thing you can do is move on and look ahead to brighter days. I know this is easier said than done, but I for myself need to also take off this bagage that I am carrying about my past. Don't give up! I have also been on many different meds in the past 10 years, I am still working on new ones to help me because the old ones don't. You gotta keep trying, keep going
We are all here in the same boat together, we will make it somehow we will, don't lose hope!