Macc1995

I have recently been diagnosed with OCD and Anxiety and I am on Prozac for this and have been for about a week. I was diagnosed by a really good Psyhciatrist and he doesn't think I have Schizophrenia but I am so worried that I do.
Here's a few of my symptoms I am worried about:
- I was never worried about Schizophrenia/knew what it was / thought I had any of the symptoms until I heard that Schizophrenia can sometimes start out like anxiety.

- I constantly look up symptoms of Schizophrenia and take the Schizophrenia test. Every week I seem to be convinced I have a different symptom of Schizophrenia then that goes away and I worry about another symptom.

- I am terrified of having schizophrenia so much to the point where if I have it I dont think I would know what to do with my life anymore.

- Any noise I hear I ask if anyone else heard it and I always ask if someone else sees the things I see and every time they have said they have seen and heard these things.


- Sometimes when i look out the corner of my eye it looks like something is there and then I turn around and its not BUT the other day I looked out the window and kind of imagined Jesus moving (i saw no face and heard no voices) and It did not seem real at all, I am worried this was a hallucination, but because it didn't seem real maybe it was just an imagination as the person on TV had just talked about Jesus.


- I don't think I hear voices but when I am dreaming I think I do, but they don't tell me anything bad (but im worried this will get worse).. When i hear a voice in my dream its usually because im dreaming about something I did that day or something and then I wake up worrying I have Schizophrenia. My own voice in my head is constantly talking to me and going on but I am fairly sure this is normal.. But if I want to I can imagine a friend talking to me and saying stuff but i think thats also normal...

- When i read that Schizophrenic people think they are Jesus, I worry that I think that or will start thinking that even though I know deep down I don't but my OCD/Anxiety worries me and almost tricks me into thinking I believe this but then when I dont feel anxious I know that I definately do not think I am Jesus.

-When i read that Schizophrenic people don't know that they are going crazy and cannot get their thoughts across and arent sure how they are feeling I worry that I am not getting my thoughts across that I dont know I am going crazy and that I am not sure how I am feeling but when im not anxious I know how i feel and I know that im worried about going crazy..

- I've been so worried about having hallucinations now that I can stare at a door and it looks like it moves slightly and is shaking but only if I focus on it and this has only happened since I have been worried about hallucinations...

I know this is really long and i sound so paranoid but I am so worried I have Schizophrenia to the point where I cry and don't want to go to school or do my school work..


I also forgot to mention that I also go sometimes so deep in thought that i zone out of conversations but i think this is depersonalisation and I also get derealisation (feeling as though I am in a dream)..

I don't really like to be alone I always want to be around someone and I love going out and being with friends but I have had a few fights with poeple but this also worries me that I am schizophrenic...

Sorry this is so long!! Does anyone think this is Schizophrenia?! Please help