My doc doesn't care
I had a meltdown and I was told to go to the hospital and he would see me there. I get there and wait for two hours and the nurse who was interviewing me said she'd call my doctor and then she said the doc said to go home and take my medicine. Then I started getting agitated and throwing things and she said she'd call the doc back. And he said to admit me, and I said I'd go to PHP. So the nurse says your insurance isn't valid and it's inpatient or go home. So she comes with the inpatient papers. And my insurance IS VALID. They entered something wrong. We even called and the insurance said there was no problem on their end, it was fine. So then I find out instead of a ward I'm going to the emergency services, which has NEVER happened. And the doc wasn't my doc I usually see. So I said I wanted to go home.
I need help right now. And I'm not stable. All I would agree to was PHP but the nurse said no and called the doc back and said she wants to go home. So now I'm home and I need help. They didn't even bother to call my insurance. We did and they said there was no problem. But they must have entered something wrong. So now I'm stuck here, having panic attackcs and agitation and I haven't slept more than 3 hours in the last three weeks.
I just feel like giving up. I mean it seems like no one wants to help me. I didn't want to go to the emergency services. I usually get admitted straight to the ward, and I've been there 10+ and it's always the same. And my doc wasn't that nice today. I don't know what that slime-ball of a nurse said to my doc.
I'm frustrated, depressed, anxious and agitated. I really need help. But this nurse was causing more trouble than anything. I don't know what to do.
My dad called the hospital and he's waiting for them to call back, which with them, may be never. And now he's on the phone trying to get someone at my insurance to find out what the heck is going on.
I really need to be in this program.