Re: Deciding on whether to recover from my Eating Disorder
It's good to hear you're taking the first steps, admitting you have a problem and want to see treatment. I was in your same place and it was hard, but I decided I needed help. Don't let the differences in weight bother you. If it controls your life, then yes, you should receive help.
Please talk to your doctor and at least get some labwork done. Sometimes if you have an eating disorder, you might have deficiencies. Start by trying to find a nutritonist who can help you develop meal plans and therapy to help with the ED thoughts.
No weight is too low to seek treatment if it is taking over your life.