| What is wrong with me?
For the longest time now I have always had a problem with being alone when im sick. I have a very low immune system so i'm sick all the time and my body takes a long time to fight off the sickness. But everytime i get sick i get really scared and want someone to sit with me and stay with me and im scared im becoming a burden to some of my friends and boyfriend. I hate that i feel really scared and down when my boy friend doesn't want to sit or lay with me. I just don't want to be alone. I don't know if it's because my dad got really sick with cancer and then he died so now i associate me getting sick with that experience. I just don't want to be alone when i'm sick. I just don't know if maybe somethings wrong with me, mentally. I want to stop feeling scared when i'm sick and stop being a burden to people. What should i do?
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