As well as bipolar issues? I get so mad sometimes. Real easy too. Anything can set me off. I get so frustrated. Sometimes I just want to runaway from my family(husband and daughter). I want to run free and be wild. Get drunk at bars and just be careless.I find myself screaming at the top of my lungs oVER stupid things. Some days I'm a work horse othrs I'm a pile of crap that can't seem to to finish aanything. I kjnow that I shoud seek out some help from a doc but I'm not ready for that yet. I have issues leaving my house a lot. I ahve an irrational fear of spiders and earwigs. jiust the name earwig makes me wig! I feel so silly for writing this and it may not make sense but for now this is all I got. What is wrong withme? Just reading what I've written makes me want to cry. Can anyone out there relate?
I have so much more to say but no energy to say it.