lightindarkness

I know everyone always thinks that something is wrong with them or they are bipolar. I personally think I am. I am constantly upset and then happy and then upset again. I argue with my partner for no reason and then I cry about it later. I am worried because all this fighting can destroy my marriage and it will be all my fault. I scared and I don't have a clue what to do. I am mire then 100% sure I am Bipolar and I don't feel the need to go on depressants or any time of medication that changes who I am. But I need help!!!! Doctors always assume everyone is crazy or trying to kill themselves. I don't want to kill myself I love my life and I love my wife. I just don't know what else to do with this. I am scared to talk to my wife about this because I don't want her to think I am crazy. I have lost friends because of my mood swings and anger. I have emotionally said things and hurt my loved ones and it was not intentional it was a mistake.