Im 18, and to be honest I feel as if my head is a bunch of cables and only sometimes I make sense.
I always want things my way and to be perfect, which could be part of my problem.
Some days Im happy and nothing bothers me, but other I feel sad and angry at everything. I have a boyfriend who Ive been dating over 2 years and bless him for staying by me. I get angry if plans don't work out or get so angry that I say stupid things and don't stop and after that I regret it all, I can't seem to take control of myself, and I feel sad sometimes. If I argue with my boyfriend I always cry. And when I feel either I have a sip of wine.
The thing is, is that my head seems like a mess and Im so confused I don't know whats wrong with me. Has anyone else felt similar?
Ps. Im insecure too, and lack motivation. Theres so much I'd do but I thinks its from no motivation and laziness.