Kistal

Hello all... we have had quite an eventfull week and a very sad Christmas! On Tue. night we went to the ER because I was having some light bleeding and minor cramping. We got there at about 3pm and we didnt get home until midnight... I was basically told that I was going to miscarry and that I needed to come home and take it easy. When the ER doctor looked at the ultrasound that they did he said that he didnt see the baby and thought that it was a tuberal preg... He called in my OB and he came in and said that he saw the baby and that he wasnt concerned about that but the baby only looked as if it were in week 4 of development not week six i.e. the baby wasnt developing correctly and I was going to loose it... we were told to return to the ER if my symptoms increased so the next night ... I was doubling over in pain and did NOT WANT TO GO BACK!! I didnt want to be poked and picked at agian. But my husband MADE me and now I'm glad that he did. I went back to the ER at about 11 pm and at 4 am my OB determined that I had something going on in my left ovary and that it required sugery NOW!! So at 5 am Thurs I was in sugery... What they found was a ruptured sist and that was causing fluid to build up around my uterus and that was what was causing all my pain. The OB told hubby after sugery that there was a 10% chance for our baby to live but he said that it was all in God's hands. Well this is Christmas Day mine and hubby's first together... and It's time to say good-bye to the prego boards... I've filled up at least 8 pads today and just now there was a lot of pinkish brown tissue on the pad... good bye my sweet precious baby... your with Jesus now... Good bye August mommies ... I think it's going to be a while before we have the heart to try agian..