dani1

i lost my baby 8weeks ago, at 6 mths pregnant ,i still dont no wot happen still waiting for my daughters postmortam i went threw 17hrs of laubour and it was worst time of my life.I am having trouble burying her cos i cant have her head stone wiv her great granparents and i can only hav something that cemertry want me to hav cos they is not enough room where my grandparents are they said they is another area in cemtery opening up in a years time if i wnt to have the headstone i want but can not face waiting that long.
my family and friends have been great cos i never had my ex around,i feel so lonely n un happy still thought,i hate feeling the way i do.what can i do to sort my self out?
im seeing a cousellor but i feel it not working,i am ment to be going back to work in march o8 but i am a baby consultant and i don't think i can face work and friends there.