I'm new here. I have 3.5 yo twins. We needed IVF to conceive after trying for over a year to conceive on our own. Doctors couldn't figure out anything wrong with either my dh or I so we were labeled unexplained infertility.
Father's Day I was 5 days late for my period so I took a test. I was absolutely thrilled to have 2 positive pregnancy tests. I have never had a positive test and was absolutely over the moon. I instantly fell in love with my tiny little baby.
Well, I was 6 weeks 1 day yesterday and started bleeding quite heavily. I went to the dr today (had a prior appt scheduled for my first ultrasound) and I am no longer pregnant. I am so utterly sad. I never new it would hurt this much since I only found out I was pregnant a little over a week ago. I can't stop crying or thinking about it. To me it was a miracle that we got pregnant on our own.
I didn't even know how much I wanted another baby.
I want one so bad it hurts. My eyes burn from crying. I try to tell myself that some people have it so much worse losing a child later in gestation, but I still feel my loss.
Any success stories with a situation like mine? (IVF, miracle pregnancy only to end in miscarriage) I am still bleeding but want to try for another as soon as possible.
Thank you for reading.