as faygeo has said it does take time to heal. on the 5th of september i miscarried at 3 months i didnt no i was miscarrying none of the docs told me but i guessed they had the idea as there used to it.
ive had to deal with it in my own time an that is all you can do. I will say though that you will never ever forget what has happened to you. I miscarried naturally and its the worse thing ever to go through being a women. I am also 20 years old by the way.
at the moment you might not see any point in the future it does get easier but people grieve in different ways so its natural to feel the way do.
my husband wasnt allowed to stay with me wen i was miscarrying so i felt all alone an that was bad enough but going through what we had was traumatic.
telling my hubby i had miscarried was the hardest thing ever