I don't know what to do anymore, for the pass 3 weeks i've been so depressed. Two weeks ago i found out at 11 weeks i would miscarry again for the second time. And ever since that day i just seem to give up on life. All i could think about as the nurse was talking to me was, "what's the best way to end my life." Than a few days later i quit my job as a 1st assistance manager at a restaurant. Due to all the stress i was going through for the past years or so. I worked so hard and give so much of my time into the job, and the money i was getting paid wasn't fair and the way the company treated their employee is wrong on soooo many levels. So i finally got the balls to let go, but the thing is i didnt have a job ready to go to. I've been looking and everything but so far not much is coming through. I dont have a relationship with my parents, they kinda give up on me years ago. My big sister i feel like is always judging me in everyway. Thinking she knows whats best for me, so i when it comes to talking about my feeling with her its a heck no. My big brother understand me a little bit more. I can talk to him but his been so busy, that i havent got the chance to talk to him. And my husband im trying to keep myself together and put on this brave face when inside im suffercating because i dont want to worry him in anyway. He work so hard for us and i love him for that, I know things will wok out but im just wondering when???