shellis

so almost a year ago I started to have some pretty wierd things start to happen to me. My hands were trembling and i was having these electrical shock like pains shooting in my arms. so i went to my pcp and he was not sure so we took the look and see attitude. so i then started to get this in my legs ans back to. so he did a emg ncv test and they came out normal. so he then sent me to a neuro, a very bad neuro, who ran a mri of the c-spine and brain and when nothing appearent came out she said i was a psych patient to find a good psychiatrist. so i said ok that i have 4 kids maybe it is stress. I am married and have the normal stresses of life but maybe my body is acting strage who knows. but the pain kept up and i started to have treemmors in my legs feeling very dizzy the headaches were continuous, and i was loosing bladder control. so he sent me to a rheumatologist. so iwent thinking that i might have ra my grandmother had it and my mom thinks she has it so i went and she is sending me to another neuro because she really believes that it is ms, or maybe parkinson's except i am only 33. so more likely ms than parkinsons. everytime i go to a ms board and read i seem to have all of the symptoms except i did not have lesions on my brain or c-spine. Is it possible to have ms without lesions? or can the lesions be to small for the mri to pick up on if i am in the begginning? It was an open mri and heard that they are not as good as the closed. i am scared to death, i go to this new neuro on the 24th. i just really had convinced myself that it was not ms because of the first neuro now i am right back to possible ms. any help would be greatly aprreciated .

thanks
sharon