Hi
This is not the end of the world, this is just the beginning
The steroids made me crazy too, I slept abouit 3 hrs a night, I was up cleaning my Refrigerator at 2am one night while taking Solmedrol, I did all my christmas shopping online and qvc. I was in a bad relapse it took time but I did get over it, but the fatigue and depression just about did me in. So I got a antidepressant Zoloft, and started listening to my body, if I was tired, then I was tired, and I rested, and you won't be like that forever, you will get stronger, it just takes a little while. It took me a lloonngg time to realize that I could not do all the things that I could before, and things that I did before just were not that important, it' like that saying pick your battles, you do that with MS, what are the important things to to and what aren't
Then I learned about food, and the food to stay away from like, processed foods, fast foods, MSG, artificial sweetners that was a huge one for me and diet sodas!! I learned to eat healthy, whole foods that I prepared my self, salads, fruit, veggies, plus I learned about vitamins and what I should be taking and I drink alot of water. I went to a Holistic Nutritionist, and she taught me not about the food pyramid, but how to eat healthy for the rest of my life.
You may feel like you are standing at the bottom of a big hill and you can't see the top, we have all been there, and you'll get better, and you'll get married and have babies [if you want them, MS symptoms do lessen during pregnency] and you will live with MS. You will be able to complete your schooling, and take your shots and other meds to help keep you on an even keel. We all have numbness, and tingling, and balance problems, and stuff like that, but it becomes a part of your life, and you almost forget it is there.
I didn't find this site until months after my diagnosis, and I wish I had found it sooner, lots of support from people who are going thru or have gone thru or are living with MS. Ask as many questions as you like, vent all that you want, you found a home here in this MS board.
Hang in there sweetie, you will feel better it just takes time