Thanks Nixi! You know, I gave up too once before, two years ago when I got tired of being humiliated and back then they wouldn't even do the MRI so I guess I have made progress! After I decided I couldn't live like this anymore I went to a psychiatrist, and thankfully she has assured me my problem is not depression. She's been great about telling me to keep pushing for answers, but it seems like pushing doesn't help sometimes. Too many doctors want to just dismiss what they can't immediately identify.
I've written out a lot of stuff for the neurologist, as many symptoms as i can remember, all the "home remedies" I've tried to feel better that didn't work, as well as a list of supplements I take and a brief overview of my diet. If it's not MS it's something, and you're right, I should keep searching for answers!
Thanks again for your words of encouragement