background: at age 21, in dec 02 i woke with numbness on my left side. i put it off as a pinched nerve or sleeping in a wierd position. within a couple days it was gone. a week later i had bad double vision and the numbness was back. scared, with my boyfriend at my side, i went to the doctor. got referred to a neuro, several tests were taken. my spinal tap had complications, had to get a "patch" which was worse than the actual "tap". and after the mri results finally came in i was DX'd in feb 03. the symptoms had left and i was "fine". and i started betaseron right away. i was relapse free with clean "contrast" mri's at my annual checkups. married in sept 05, things were still good.
at my annual checkup in 06, i told my neuro we wanted to have kids. he informed me about having to drop the MS drugs if pregnancy was in the works. after some thought, we decided to go for it. Aug 06 i stopped the pill and stopped the betaseron. knowing what was at stake, i wanted to rush the pregnancy. i knew my cycles would not be regular and i might have a hard time getting pregnant. my family doctor wanted to wait a year before talking to a fertility spec. well after 3 months of irregular cycles i called the FertSpec. she understood the urgency and allowed me to take some tests to see if everything was working right. well low and behold my ovaries were not producing eggs right. i started some treatments to help them along. after a couple of months of that, there was no improvement. we took it to the next step, more hormone drugs to help ovulation. THEN BAM!!!! woke up with tingly right hand. monday morning, 2 days later, i called my neuro. met with him and he confirmed what we already knew. it was another attack. he suggested the steroids and we reminded him that we were taking steps to urge a preganancy and at any moment we could get pregnant. he said there was no way he would do the steroids if i was pregnant. so after talking to my OB, she said she would take a preg test and issue a month of birth control. well the preg test was negative and i started the steriod IVs for 3 days then 5 days of a tapering dose of pills. on the 3rd day of IV prednisone my hand was was feeling good. it seemed to be "healing". but a week after my last pill my hand returned to the tingly/pain/numbness.
right now im sitting at a crossroads. i could start the next step to push for pregnancy next week, or i can try to prevent anymore relapses by getting back on the betaseron, which for 3 1/2 years seemed to be working all along.
i really want to have kids and know now is the time but i dont want to leave myself fulnerable to MS either.
Have any of you been through this or have any input/opinions?
Anyone here have kids while dealing with MS?