Hi Marsha
I'm Katie, Very nice to meet you, unfortunately its under these circumstances.
I know and understand very well what your going through, I was there this February. Its kind of like an emotional roller coaster right now. You do seem to have a great attitude with all of this and thats going to help you out a lot. Has your Neuro given you the drug choices yet or is he waiting for the final results? I remember that day very well, before I had to make that decision I still held out some hope that this was just a fluky thing that was going to go away. It hit me hard even though I knew it was coming.
You are absolutely correct in that you are still the same person you were before this. There is life after MS! This group is awesome as I'm sure you know, and anytime you need to vent or have questions please don't hesitate to ask.
Take care and good luck to you
Kt