Hey guys, you are both right! Nikki, you sound just like my husband...everything you just said, he has said time and time again.

I know I NEED to lay off the computer for a bit. My hubby yells at me when he sees me on here.

He says that I will make myself crazy researching. I am sooo stressed out, I start thinking of the worst possible case! My hubby has threatened me by saying he will cancel my online service...yikes!
I DO know that whatever it is, it is, and that there is a higher power who deciedes that, but it is still hard to take, you know?
Yes, Nikki your are correct in saying that I had no clue of this cadasil disease (until a past poster mentioned it and then of course, I looked it up and thought, oh what if this is what I have?)
Nikki- I know you are just trying to help and I THANK YOU FOR THAT!
YOU ARE GREAT, remember that, ok?
Hugs,
Julia