I thought I would erase everything and I dont know how to completly erase a post, but I realize how negative it sounded and how discouraging it sounded to other people, and when I thought about someone else who was having a hard time reading that, I realized that even though it helped me to get it out, it may harm someone else, and I dont want to do that, so I will keep serious negativity like that in my personal **** on my other sites where it may not effect so many people in these situations.
I apologize if anyone was offended, hurt or discouraged by my post.
sorry all, I know I have been posting alot and I know there are other people on this board who have questions and alot of more serious things going on.
Last edited by w0rldflame; 06-22-2007 at 07:14 PM.
Reason: to negative
I posted an apology for my negative **** but I cant seem to get it to show up on the message board as an apology and I cant figure out how to delete the post
You know what, I apologize, I've been away for several days and haven't read any of the posts you are referring to. But I will tell you this:
I KNOW how it feels, when you think you've "spun out of control", when you'd like to erase the feelings you've "dumped".
Many of us have been there. You aren't alone. Take a deep breath. Get the best rest you can. Then come back. We are here.
We've all posted on our frustrations of symptoms,DRs,hubby's.
This an outlet for all of us,and we all understand what your going through.And to be honest its good for all of us to vent.
We are here for you and these boards are full of support.
Your post were not negative nor discouraging,you have had a rough time with a crappy neuro,if it wasn't for the support of these boards,their knowledge,the virtual hugs and prayers I would of given up on a finding a DX.
Take some time and relax,stay with us,keep us posted on how you are doing.
thank you all, I felt really bad about that post.. and I felt like maybe I am making to much of all this... but this morning I woke Up in a huge amount of pain and stiff and sore everywhere. everything hurts, I guess denial will only work if I tell myself he was right about it all being arthritis
Flame- NEVER apologize for dumping. It is better to dump here than burden your family etc. We KNOW how you are feeling and have been there too. After reading more of your posts, I really do think you should consider Lyme as another path. Can't hurt to go down a few investigations at once.
Flame- NEVER apologize for dumping. It is better to dump here than burden your family etc. We KNOW how you are feeling and have been there too. After reading more of your posts, I really do think you should consider Lyme as another path. Can't hurt to go down a few investigations at once.
they did that bloodtest too, and it came back normal, its still a possiablity that it is all Lupus but my new doctor is getting all my test results so she can re-review them because I was told my ANA was normal.
Worldflame- I have had 2 negative Lyme tests but the Lyme specialists do not trust the test protocols that the usual labs use. I sent my begative test results to the Lyme specialist and he said considering my symptoms (especially a stiff and painful neck), it is very possible I may still have Lyme and wants to see me for more dependable Lyme testing. Check out the Lyme board on this web site.
no sense-----apology 
