MSNik, MSNik, MSNik...I hear you 110%
I must agree that prior joining this forum I was in a right state of emergency and it was doing no one including myself any good. Stress, and anxiety are bad news and enhance problems ten fold. At that stage for it did seem 'all in my mind', and only now as I read what you folks post the encouragement truthfully is overwhelming!
This past week has been hectic and due to work stress and undue physical exertion new issues cropped up, most notably the tingling/shock sensation that remains in the center of my shoulder blades. I have read up a little to see if this might GERD, but apart from the sensation no other symptoms tie in. I have over exerted my physical self this week and know that the price is being paid. Thank goodness for the weekend and time to actually stop, slow down and rest.
I am meeting with a dear friend Sunday after Church, he is in his 20's and went through many months of unexplained difficulties (sounds familiar...

) until his eventual definite diagnosis following a Spinal Tap. He belongs to the MS Society here in my area, actually one city away, and so I will be grabbing details from him with regard to MS Specialists in our area as well as Neuro-Opth etc. I don't want to be prolonging this and need to be on my guard.
What would we do without our peers who have traveled this often daunting path? You are all valuable in every single detail of the word. Speaking of relaxation - I actually found a cd with ocean sounds and soft music so guess what - tonight is relaxation night and peaceful rest. The mind is a wonderful creation - it never rests even when we want to and are exhausted - so the plan of attack is to follow advice here, and start soothing and calming the senses.
Something I have found very encouraging is that no matter who we are (male / female) the advice here is genuine, loving and caring and caries integrity based on prior and existing circumstances. I am learning to accept counsel and if it means exercising with a big gym ball, or listening to soothing soft music - because it made someone here feel better I will do it. Knowledge is power, and we won't be left alone - what a joy to grasp that concept!
I hope you have a wonderful Sunday, and be blessed,
Hugs to all, all the time