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Originally Posted by Blessed4Life Duttin,
My neuro appt is on Monday. I am praying that something comes of it. My symptoms are actually scaring me (for the first time). I actually feel like my body is under attack. Aside from the brain MRI I had about two years ago (that the new neuro couldn't find results for and the old neuro never actually showed me -- just said it was "ok" but she never actually had them in front o of her). My plan is to insist on all of the tests you mentioned.
I am have what I can only describe as a relapse. My symptoms are jumping around my body from arms, legs, torso, buttocks, face, hands, and feet. I am having muscle spasms, spastisity, numbness, electrci shock pains, muscle pains, and joint pains. I don't know what I will do if the neuro appt doesn't go well.
I feel so alone. My husband doesn't understand. My sister has been counseling me about "claiming" a condition. I tried to explain to her that when your body is doing the things my body is doing, you can't just ignore it. I have faith in God and I trust Him with my life. If I do have MS or whatever is causing all of this, I wouldn't look at it as a curse. This is just something for me to be a witness about. I just hate being in the dark about what this is and suffering alone.
Michelle |
i totally understand ,i had a husband that had little or no sympathy, and only my mom and baby bro knew what i meant by "i am tired", "i can't today" etc ... some folks actually were saying what your sister said , only i was called a phoney .. how can i still be walking,, they did not know i used a chair for a little over a month .. i couldn't recognize faces and definately couldn't remember and was in pain 24-7 and on drugs .. neither did i bother to explain it any further ..
some people who were friends , helped me out by making sure i had shade, water, seat, and or a ride if needed .. some have passed on and i will miss them dearly .. but my dearest people in my life so understand .. it is nice when i don't have to keep explaining myself , too ...
i am also feeling the residue of a relapse still, from july 05 .. quite a bit has stuck with me , my gait, the finger curl (continually now in right hand) , my hips , especially the right is like a burning sensation i have never experienced , so that is new and only within last few months .. so i too am bouncing around with symptoms and have to wait til i see the neuro ..
so blessed4life , i am with you , as a kindred spirit, so you are not suffering alone , trust me , i am with you .. adrian