Thank you both for your replies. I am not really scared to face whatever it is going on. I have come to terms with the fact that something is wrong and I am ready to face it. I am just frustrated that it takes so long and that they can do nothing for me in the mean time.It's mostly the fatigue and pain that has me down,but I know I will be ok

Thank you so much for the support. No one around understands or knows what to do or say. I can't blame them but that alone is kind of frustrating. So thank you again jayhawk
And Duncan
I am orginally from Northern California, that is where I was bite. My doctor said that the deer tick that carries it is not in this region but is in northern California. I was bite a long time ago. About 5 years ago. I never devoloped a rash,but after reading about lyme disease you don't always. He said that it could have been lying dormant. But In reality he said he doesn't really believe that-that is what my problem is, but wants to check for everything. I will ask for antibiotics, thank you for that advice. I guess it is all a excluding things. he said there is such a long list of possiblities we have to mark them off one at a time.
I am very fortunate to live where I do now. The health care system here is wonderful. The scary thing is I had no insurance when all of this started. No only did my doctor get someone to do my CT scan and MRI for free but he also helped me get insurance just in time! So there are postitves in this situation.
Once again thank you both