I dont really know where to start but here goes i was diagnosed with ms 2yrs ago, i was devastated at first but then thought to myself "you have dealt with everything else life as thrown at you, you will cope" so i managed to carry on i had a couple of relapses which were due to either cold or hot weather or stress. Up until now i thought i was managing but the last couple of months my self esteem is rock bottom, i keep causing arguments with my partner of 8yrs because my brain is convinced he is more interested in any other woman whether on the tv (which i know is ridiculous), or just out shopping. I try to stop myself from saying anything but it just burns in my stomach until i cannot control it anymore and flare up. He keeps saying he loves me and does not want anyone else but i cannot get around this. I went to stay with my parents for 2wks and when i came back i found out he had been onto pornography sites even though he has photos of me. I dont know what to do im driving myself insane.
Has anyone ever been in this situation or if not can anyone please help i am desperate.
Thanks all xx