Need help, an answer, or advice.
I am 25 years old and it feels like I havent even lived yet. There is something, I think, going on in my brain that is preventing me from living and expressing myself. It is quite hard to describe the symptoms but I will have a go:
I have constant pressure in the forehead. A constant headache all day, every day. Numbness in this area to.
Find it hard walk anywhere as it feels as if I am carrying a lead weight around.
Weakness on left side of body.
Extremely hard to concentrate on anything at all.
Distinct lack of ability to experience pleasure.
Difficulty being around people and keeping up with a conversation.
Literaly feels as if there is something blocking my personality coming through that needs to be fixed or removed to allow it to do so.
Difficulty with pooing, getting it all out.
Feels like there is a barrier between me and the world.
General bodily pains and weakness.
Unable to deal with any amount of stress.
I cant work or do anything much and cant even get a diagnosis.
I am sure I have had these symptoms since the day I was born. I am considering seeing a neurologist for a scan of my brain. Do you think this is a good idea? I have been diagnosed with depression and was on anti-depressents but they did nothing. I have looked at a lot of mental illnesses but dont feel a correlation with any of them. I am positive it is not depression, I have nothing to be depressed about. Feels as if I am living in a cocoon. It is as if my personality has been supressed by all these symptoms. If anyone has any ideas what this could be please get in touch. Thanks all.
Last edited by macmarphy; 10-24-2011 at 08:32 AM.