| Re: I have SFN-Do You?
Will,
I haven't been told if mine will continue to worsen or not. they really don't know why I have it in the first place, closest they can come is, well your pre-diabetic (which I take meds for) but I can't quite believe that pre-diabetic would do this, for goodness sakes I'm not diabetic yet and 2 years ago when they told me that, I got right with the program to to keep my BG under control and according to the tests have done very well. I think of myself as still in the diagnosis stage since I really don't have any answers just alot of "well, its not that " I hear alot of folks say that they tested neg for stuff a along time before they tested positive. So, who knows. Sometimes I don't care. Then things will get worse and I'll not get back what I lost, then there I am again wondering why, when will this at least stop getting worse. The worst part is looking at my husband and saying I'm sorry all the time, he's great but, I know he grieves as much as I do for what we don't get to do anymore. I was a real ball o' fire back in the day! Really I could be a total pain in the ***, now I see that, not everything is bad about finding yourself vulnerable, makes you think about who you have been and who you should be. I hope I'm a better person.
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