I am 99% sure in my heart that this horrible
constant pain is from nerve damage from the
g/b surgery. Pinch yourself and don't let
go just keep pinching yourself, that's how my
pain feels. Pain med's dont even help! :-(
I am just about ready to sue every darn doctor out
there that doesn't do anything for my pain, and
just tells me to "just deal with it".
If i had powers i would give every one of those
doctor's whom i saw my pain, then i can tell them
to "just deal with it".
IF i had proof that my pain is caused from nerve damage from g/b surgery i would sue the pants off of the surgeon who wrecked my body and my life!!
I can't function anymore, i always wonder now what's my point on living if i'm in constant 24/7 pain!!
And no this pain isn't like from a lost of a limb
phantom pain, it's much much worse, like nerve damage
from what i have read on the internet.
oh i finally got an email back from the program lady who works at the pain clinic and she said that she will discuss my concerns with the doctor's there about that i dont want to join this pain group to where i will just be "exercising". I told her that i want to see a medical doctor or a neurologist.
instead of just pushing me away and saying "oh just do exercise and learn to deal with it".
I think it's very inhumane to just tell someone that, and not even bother to look into it, and do more testing, etc.. well i have rambled on enough, i'm just so frustrated at these darn doctor's, they act like well if there not the ones in pain, who gives about the people who are in pain. that's just my 2 cents! Kim
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