Re: Finding help online? i need it so bad...
Have you considered going to a Naturopath? My doctor's answer to mulitple food intolerances was to write a prescription for Zyrtec. That eliminated the hives but did not get to the root of the problem. The Naturopath I found suggested we boost my immune system with natural supplements. After only 3 months I was able to eat some foods I had not been able to eat in years. Most Naturopaths are also Chiropractic doctors so that is probably where you'll find one. Ask around to find someone who is highly recommended. A Pastor/friend sent me to the one he was going to. The thing I liked most was no dangerous/expensive drugs.
I can't stay in Wal Mart very long, much less work there, since they started renting space to the Nail Care centers. The fumes from there always give me a severe headache, frailed nerves and all-around terrible feeling. I usually rush through the store to get what I need and get out of there. Fortunately, our local Wal Mart is a smaller one and doesn't have a Nail Care center in it, but unfortunately, they don't sell groceries or carry as much merchandise as the Supercenters do.
BTW, the Naturopath told me to take Standard Process "Astragalus" to improve my immune system, three other supplements to support my liver, adrenal glands and colon (I was already taking uni Key Health's "Liver-Lovin' Formula, Adrenal Formula and Super GI Cleanse), a good quality multi-vitamin and Black Currant Seed Oil, along with fresh ground, toasted flasseeds, daily. During the flu season I took Thymex instead of a flu shot. It supports the thymus gland. I only had to take most of these supplements for about 3 months. I still take the multi-vitamin, BCSO, and flaxseeds.
For years, I ate a poor diet, including frequent visits to McDonalds, and when I reached my mid-forties I began to have serious health problems. I began to make lifestyle changes and got on a healthy lifetime diet (The Fat Flush Plan by Ann Louise Gittleman) and I feel better than I have in years.
I don't understand why you hate God, He's the only One who will listen and be there for you. Ask Him for guidance and wisdom. He's always there for me and I know He loves me more than anyone in this world.
And, you have a multitude of readers here to help guide you on the right path and give you support. You are not alone.
Again, seriously consider finding a Naturopath if you can't find a Nutritionist.