iPanda

Well hello everyone, I am 21 years of age, at 245lbs at 5'3". My entire life I have struggled with lots of weight and have jumped from healthy to overweight and back and forth. At age 18, I was diagnosed with IBS and from then on loosing weight was the hardest thing ever. Ever since I was 13 my mother and sister looked down on me. My sister is about 3 years younger than me and is like the perfect tiny model frame. My mother struggled at a younger age with weight but is now in amazing shape. I am fairly active in going out and doing things but not excercise. Most recently through my school I am doing zumba once a week. My only issue is I am still being judge by my peers and family. I feel like none of my friends even look at me because of my weight. Sad thing is, is that I am single and not one guy even would remotely date me. I have tried weight watchers, atkins, and also nutrisystem. A lot of the diets worked but my mother would stop paying because of it being too high cost or she didnt see fast results on me.

I apologize for my ranting. I just dont have a good environment and I am so sick of being overweight it kills me.