undefinedundefinedundefinedI have OCD as well as depression, with a possible Narcissistic Personality Disorder OR Borderline Personality Disorder. I have undergone some pretty extreme mental turmoil, and have been incredibly self destructive for the past few years. I can honestly say I am pretty happy now that I found a GREAT med. combo (20 mg. Strattera + 30 mg. Celexa + 500 mg. l-tyrosine), which made me nearly 100% depression free and brought my OCD down to a level at which I could function very comfertably. I have really been happy for the last 6 months, yet despite my happiness I continue to be very self destructive. I smoke too many cigarettes, drink wayyy too much, take too many pills, don't sleep a whole lot, and crush and snort pills with friends a little toooo often. I am also a big risk taker and put myself in many risky situations. Aside for these behaviours, I have no, if any, social inhibitions and frequently am loud and obnoxious in public and make a jerk out of myself and then go home with nooo shame. Is anyone else here like that, and could it be a side effect of my medication or part of my mental illness(es)?[/FONT]
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