The principal of my school is the nicest sweetest lady ever and her and I have become really close. You see it all started when I threatened to kill some people and I got sent to her office. She didn't punish me because I explained that I was really stressed out over something. So she asked me to tell her what was wrong. And I did. I told her everything and she listened so well and comforted me when I cried. And I guess she said I could talk to her if I ever had a problem so I started going to her ffice on days I was really depressed and I would e-mail her a lot. Now we're like super close and she says she thinks of me as if I were her daughter. The problem is I'm a really clingy person and I tend to obsess over women. Plus I have a really big crush on her and she knows it. Now the crush isn't really a problem because I'm happy with just being her friend. But it's summer now and I barely get to see her but I e-mail her multiple times a day. So that right there is killing me. I just want to spend time with her. But she's away for this week and I'm literally getting sick from missing her so bad. I wish I new how to calm down my feelings. SHe's always on my mind. What do I do?
Also you know, her and I have a really special connection I don't want to lose. She has literally saved my life on several occasions and she would call me up when I was hospitalized in mental hospitals. And I really owe a lot to her. I just don't want to obsess/