| | "stages"
i go through these everyday "stages" that are really hard for me to explain. what i do is i'll wake up and start off trying to be perfect with certain things i just happen to obsess about. if i make a "mistake" i pretty much beat myself up (not literally) over it and/or i'll "quit" the certain stage im in and go onto another one. i keep trying not to make "mistakes" in each little stage that i have but i always do and i always end up in a "stage" that i dont want to be in because i feel like im getting nowhere. i know this probably makes no sense at all to most of you...like i said, its really hard to explain, but if you happen to have any ideas on how i could stop this, let me know please. thanks for reading.