sorry for the b2b
sorry about the back to back posts, but I posted earlier I'm testing to see how I do off my medicine the dr approved of it. I still have some obsessions, Like when I only see part of a story or title i want to know what the rest is. Another thing is I've been feeling better and just about 15 mins ago thought about it and invisioned a door in my head that had all my obsessions about it, and for some reason an imaginary white ghosty thing in my brain opened it, I pictured this in my head, I opened it for some reason, i couldn't control it, it's weird, I mean I'll start to obsess about my head, like I'll say I never waht to say something again, but I can't control it in my head, my thoughts say it if it makes sense. Like if your talking to yourself in your head, you thought you know, and i'll say i never want to cuss again but i'll still say it in my head, i'll say I never want to say for example I sell my soul or something, but In my head I'm afraid I'll say it, it's weird. sorry for not making any sense. another thing I've always had is if i'm in a fight verbal or physical, even if it's not my fault at all I still feel horrible about it, like why did I yell at that person even though they were yelling at me. Anyone know if this is my OCD or what.