| hello again
hi everyone, I havn't been on here in months. My ocd has been a lot better but it's still constantly there. I probably avoided this site because it was getting better and I wanted to ignore it as much as possible. My gay ocd continues to haunt me day after day, every hour of the day but it's not so strong. The scariest part is when "fantasies" pop into your head and that makes it seem all the more real. For a while I was biting and digging my nails into myself as sort of a counteractive and now I've gotten it down to just biting my finger and not doing it as often, but there are days when it gets really bad. I've been avoiding tackling the issue with my shrink, it's so hard. There is an ocd clinic in my town where I think I'd be more comfortable talking about it, I don't know I'm just so afraid to bring it up with one person face to face.
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Defying gravity
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