i got over the gay ocd, but one thing that hasn't fully recovered is my attraction to women. I used to get erections from seeing a banging chick walkin down the block, and I'd be like, omg, the things I'd do to that girl, but now, it happens rarely. everytime I see a hot girl, I say, yeah, she's pretty, and that's about it. no more nasty thoughts, and the attraction isnt always there. the problem is that when I see a hot girl, I expect to be attracted, and I always check my reactions, but that just makes it worse. I have to get to the point where everything comes naturally, and I dont have to check myself if I'm attracted to that girl or not. hopefully, Ill get past it. do u get this sometimes?
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