| obsessive disorder?...
if i like a guy, i think about him literally every second of the day. and i obsess over my looks 100% of the time. I think" my lips aren't the perfect shape, my skin is digusting and hideous, my hair is gross, my breasts, my feet.", and even though it is true, these features are really unpretty (sometimes people just have that luck of the draw), i can't stop obsessing, you'd think at 29 i could have gotten over it. I think of every surgery i can have, i feel like if i don't have it i'm going to freak out, is this ocd or obssessive behavior?
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