worst life ever = me - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Message Board

joey_brezinski · 11-13-2004, 01:02 PM

man you guys think you have it bad screw that. i think i may have the worst life EVER!

i have the following problems apparently(thats what the "doctors" tell me):

im 18 years old, male and i have ocd, depression, social anxiety and acne.

acne is by far the worst because i OBSESS over it through ocd.

i got like 90's in high school got into the best university in ontario for a realll hard program and got there spent 2 days there had panic attacks galore and now am forced to go to a community college. i have no way to escape reality. ive never had a gf cause of socialanxiety combined with acne. i have anger problems too cause of all of these issues and take it out on my family. ive been to 20 or so psychiatrist and they dont help i take some stupid *** trazodone pill cause paxil gave me permanent muscle spasms.

my life summed up in one post. my mom tells me to look at the positive side...what postive side the only thing im good at is skateboarding but i cant even do taht anymore as much cause i ahte going into public.

joey_brezinski · 11-13-2004, 01:26 PM

i wish i had the urge to die cause id do it in a second. but death is far too scary for me to induce.

hayley0610 · 11-13-2004, 02:11 PM

i somewhat understand u but not totally as some of us do have it rougher than others. But what are u hoping to get out of posting here? do you want advice or med advice? have u had therapy and tried different meds? Telling you to do this and that may not help you as sometimes its easier said than done! What makes u anxious? what gives u panick attacks? what extent of ocd do you have? what is it that bother you the most? If you help us maybe we can help you.

joey_brezinski · 11-13-2004, 02:25 PM

yeah after i posted i realized it was kind of just a rant. sorry bout that.

hayley0610 · 11-13-2004, 08:51 PM

usually what we rant about is really how we feel! so why not share? dont think u are being stupid or ridiculous or having a bad moment because this is something uve been feeling for a while.