I am defintely a pure O. I havent been on the board for a while because my therapist suggests minimum time on it because it brings life to the obsessions. however, lately for all you folks who are familar with my relationship obessions, they are back again. I have a great relationship with a great guy and i was going through this "honeymoon Phase" again with him where i was so in love. however during that time i was worried baout becoming a psychopath. so you see how obsessions come and go. cuz now that is out the window. One day things were going fine about a month ago and i hadnt seen my bf for a weekend and i thought"hmm, im not that excited to see him". then all the sudden, i started to think maybe im not that interested in him, and also, i wasnt that up for sex. so, i was like, oh no maybe the obsession is starting that i dont love him anymore. So then i have been obsessing about that. the thing is when we are together,. it affirms my feelings. but there is always that little ocd part that says, no you arent in love. I think the reason is because i think he caused my ocd. before dating him i never had ocd to this extent. sure i was a worrier, and had anxiety and hypochondria but never medicated ocd anxiety. its like im always worrying about having thoughts abotu him so i attach that to, "well i guess i dont love him". or i guess this relationship is unhealthy because its causing me to have ocd.
i dont know.
im also deathly afraid of marriage and i dont know why.
so yes, i am a pure o. what areyou rsymptoms?