littlen2005

Hi Everyone,

To tell you a little bit about myself, I have an anxiety & panic dissorder and used to suffer from OCD (e.g. pulling out hair, counting things, thing having to be on even numbers etc.). I am 19 years old and a female.

But, the reason I am posting this is because, I think I'm obsessed with a lady at my work, who is about 50 years old. I have a perfectly loving mum and dad, who i still live with. And this lady at work, is married and has children and grand children.

I do enjoy my job and have to admit I am good at it. And this lady thinks so too and is always praising me and things. And she has helped me out at work when Ive been panicky and says "oh, i wish i could adopt you" and once when she said that, i said "i wish you could too", even though there is nothing wrong with my mum. This lady gives me quite a few hugs and that too and I think is really lovely.

The thing is though, I'm always thinking about her, when Im at work and at home. I feel really weird and confused. Like, I think what it may be like if she was my real mum or like if I lived with her and we went out places and that.

Another weired thing is the dream I had about her last night; I had a dream we kissed.

Am I obsessed with her? I think I am. But why? And like at work, I just want to be near her or talk to her.... Oh.. please, if anyone has anything to say, please say it.

Thanks for reading.