OCD here I go again - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Message Board

kasmpow · 09-19-2005, 09:05 AM

Ok here is my story Saturday night my husband's niece and daughter came over no big deal. My husband and me and his niece all started to have some drinks well his neice she's 25 started to hug and kiss me alot no big deal but after a few more drinks I came on to her we were talking in the bedroom and I asked her if she ever been with a girl she said yes then I told her that I had been to and that my husband knows about it. I really don't remember much after that but I can't stop thinking about what I did am I stupid this is a family member I keep thinking what if she tells my husbands mother and the whole family thinks i'm really a lesiban. I always do these things to myself then spend days and days just thinking about what happened I know the booze played a big role in this behaviour but now i can't stop obessing about it and I am to embrassed to ever face my husbands niece again how do I stop dwelling on this and feeling so horrible like i just want to fade away. Thanks for your help.

auntchilada · 09-19-2005, 10:08 AM

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Originally Posted by kasmpow

Ok here is my story Saturday night my husband's niece and daughter came over no big deal. My husband and me and his niece all started to have some drinks well his neice she's 25 started to hug and kiss me alot no big deal but after a few more drinks I came on to her we were talking in the bedroom and I asked her if she ever been with a girl she said yes then I told her that I had been to and that my husband knows about it. I really don't remember much after that but I can't stop thinking about what I did am I stupid this is a family member I keep thinking what if she tells my husbands mother and the whole family thinks i'm really a lesiban. I always do these things to myself then spend days and days just thinking about what happened I know the booze played a big role in this behaviour but now i can't stop obessing about it and I am to embrassed to ever face my husbands niece again how do I stop dwelling on this and feeling so horrible like i just want to fade away. Thanks for your help.

I don't think this is OCD. OCD is obsessing about things that are not logical, not likely to happen, etc. This sounds like a legitimate issue you have. When things like this happen, it is normal (not OCD) to obsess about them. Have you thought about going to counseling to talk about your issues?

kasmpow · 09-19-2005, 11:03 AM

I don't think its normal to go over and over something in your mind after it happened and I try to think of everything that could happen as a result of my behaviour. I have been in and out of counseling for many many years. I also suffer from anxiety/panic attacks.