Did anyone's ocd get worse around the holidays? Mine did. Does anyone here ever develop new fears in addition to the ones they already worry about it? For example, if you have contamination fears but then harming fears suddenly come on out of no where. Also, does anyone, and I really need to know the answer to this one, does anyone here ever "believe" there thoughts. I have terrible OCD throughts, but I can't seem to rationalize that they are just thoughts. I believe I'm actually doing the things that i worry about. The doctors keep telling me, its severe OCD, but I don't have anyone outside of doctrs to talk to that can understand this. I've lost many friends because of how much I've changed since I developed this (six years ago). I'm officially not a fun person anymore.
Any help is appreciated. Thank you.