Re: how to make my friend believe?
I was just wondering how to ask a doctor about being reccomended for and OCD diagnosis. Im 99% sure that i have it; i check locks and burners and lights, the left hand must do the same as the right, i think about terrible things happening, if there is a knife on the table i think wow i could kill ____(who ever is standing there) even though i love them and would never do that. I trace the suit jackets with my eyes on tv, and trace the outlife of peole's eyes also. Im sick of this but afraid. I hoard things, and have social anxiety. Im terrified if im int he dark, and everythign has to be in order. I have to be interupteed in the middle of a notrmal routine, and if i itch one side of my face, i have to itch the other. Is this OCD? Im afraid that the dotors will say you dont have this and i will have to live with this forever. My parents dont know half of what i do but im scared they wont believe me cuz my friends dont. Please help.