Have I got OCD?
Over the past few months I have started getting these thoughts that i ometimes cant control. they can be anything, thing i dont wanna say on here but thought that sort of scare me or things that i wud hate to happen, etc. also, i sometimes get thoughts that dont make sense, i sit or stand there thinking things like what am i doin here, thoughts about dying and family dying and what i wat doif anything happened to them or me, thoughts about after-life and if there is one, etc. it can be really scarey sometimes and sometimes i just cant control these thoughts and freak out, can even cause really fast heart beats and heart pupiltations.
Ive been down the docs a couple of times recently a i have been very jumpy and nervous and he says i am anxious and that something must be causing me to be stressed, but the only thing i am ever stressed about is not bein able to get a job and having no money, something i hope will turn around soon. i am also diabetic which doesnt help matters.
cud i have some sort of mental problem? am i losing my mind or just stressed? i am quite bored some of the time and can be alone quite a bit, but on the other hand i do have company and friends. even wen im with friends the uncontrolable thoughts can happen. i get regular excersise and feel i am quite fit and healthy.
Please help, i dont think i can handle anymore health problems, its getting too much to cope with! ive got so many health problems im wondering if i'll be lucky to make it to 45.