| How to get rid of the obsessions? Related to panic disorder?
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I knew I had compulsive tendencies – though they aren’t big – but I recently decided I actually have obsessive tendencies too (mainly from watching the special feature on The Aviator DVD). For several years I have had thoughts/visions of catastrophic things happening to my loved ones. These things enter my head without my making them appear. It is so uncomfortable and frightening. So I frequently walk around with this fear that something will happen to my family – not ordinary stuff but something disastrous and horrible. The thoughts can be sparked by something in the news, which I then translate to a family member, or by some upcoming event, like a vacation. Sometimes by nothing. This has bothered me for so long, rather frequently, and I would like to get rid of it.
I never related this “symptom” to OCD but now believe it is the “O” part. How can I stop obsessing, especially since I don’t ask for these thoughts and fears? Acknowledging that such terrible things are extremely unlikely to happen is a logical sane thought process, but the thoughts are logical and don’t pay attention to such self-talk.
After reading a few threads here, it seems that fearing bad things happening to yourself may be more common. I have few of these.
The compulsive part evidences itself primarily in having to constantly check that doors are locked (both staying in for the night and leaving the house) and oven burners are turned off. Lately, I’m beginning to think that I am overly concerned with cleanliness, and neatness – while trying to sell our house, we have kept the place very clean and neat every day, and now if we DON’T show the house for a day or two, the resulting mess, which isn’t really very much, bothers me too much. I still say this is less troubling than the obsessive thoughts.
Does anyone have any idea whether OCD might be related to Panic Disorder? I have had it for about 10 years, although it is not major (but still uncomfortable occasionally).
Thanks for any thoughts or suggestions.
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