fullofwin

Not sure if I have OCD, here goes.

Well I'm 17, I like things to be stacked, arranged or placed evenly, symmetrically or parallel. I always want to start again or start fresh, I can't work in a busy surrounding and I can't work when I'm unclean. I constantly get stuck with useless thoughts, like if something is wrong on an image or poster outside that I can't change or get rid of, stuff very stupid like that. I Need objects to be straight on (labels on deoderant and spray top hole MUST face most viewed angle) I threat about small things. Even with my own life I feel so much like I'd like to start again and do everything again clean this time. I'm 17 so I play games and I always end up starting again when there is any type of customisable features (character customisation) I always have to do something to its absolute fullest or scrap it all together I hardly do art anymore even thought its the only thing I'm good at and that's because I know if I begin a painting It will never look or feel complete or perfect so why bother if I could not do it and feel good. I always feel like destroying or leaving any type of VERY messy or VERY hard to fix problems or surroundings. I often get very annoyed if an artist has done something wrong that I feel I'll never get to make perfect. Very silly I know, I actually enjoy most of it. It keeps me clean and my surroundings tidy, its also good for when I do, do some art and such. Also it makes me have a very acquired taste in furnicings and housing items and decorations (if you know what I mean) But sometimes I get very volitile if enough is wrong.

Just wondering.
Maybe someone else who has the same could share what they do...