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Hi
My mothers got OCD. I am depressed alot partly because I was brought up with my mother’s constant moaning, abusive behaviour and actions. My father is also a transvestite. My mother apparently told me not to eat one of her healthy microwave potato meals which I obviously didn’t hear and I had one (im trying to diet im obese over weight and the rest of my family are trying to help me lose weight). When she found I had had it she has moaned shouted abuse threatened that she needs to leave the house because I didn’t listen..and has been like this all day, I left to see other family relatives and when I came back the same happened. She is 50 years old and is now dating online and meeting men.

She has never put me first and has always been abusive. One example is when I was aged about 8 my father bought me a gaming console that had first came out, she didn’t like the size of it and ended up smashing it down the stairs in front of me – my dad’s very weak been a transvestite. Christmas presents given to me would also not be suitable for her house and would want them removed from the house when I was young.

I’ve been made very depressed because of my childhood and its given me various problems such as depression, regular anxiety and the inability to be confident and go out and meet new people. She has fallen out with everyone she comes in contact with nearly – the whole family, next door neighbours, and she is suspicious of everyone.

What to do about this, does OCD make you a nasty person?