Re: Feeling like I am just a bad person!
I too suffered with these types of thoughts, not molestation, but harming my children. Mine started after I had had two ectopic pregnancies 6 months apart, and then Andrea Yates drowned all four of her children. It is literally hell on earth. I believe it is post partum ocd, and it is all about your serotonin levels being low. Estrogen affects your serotonin levels monthly. I have been on prozac in the past, will go off ssri's for a good while, and then will start having the anxiety again. I am now on Paxil Cr. I have also had counseling when it first began. I HIGHLY recommend it because it really gave me tools. I too felt it harm my relationship with my daughters because of the extreme anxiety. My advice, talk to someone, exercise, get sunlight, and if a medication isn't working for you, change it. there are alot out there.!!!